I miss you

5/9 ER, then ICU.
5/13 Cardiac catheterization.
5/15 Transfer to ward.
5/21 Discharge.
5/24 ER, then ICU again.
5/30 Second cardiac catheterization.
6/1 Transfer to ward.
6/7 Doctor said you could discharge soon but changed his plan a few hours later.
6/10 ICU again.
6/15 DNR signed and transfer to ward.
6/29 Doctor said we should go home in the morning, but the hemodialysis started in that evening.
7/4 Permanent dialysis catheter placement.
7/8 Pneumonia. Doctor told me that you wouldn't last through that week.
7/15 You had your 86th birthday party.
7/21 You told me a joke.
7/24 You started to ask going home.
7/27 Doctor told you that you could discharge next Wednesday.
7/28 Mom prepared your room in the morning; you couldn't wait and decided to go home that night.
7/29 I dreamed that you opened your eyes again.

I know you are too lazy to do the rehabilitation, and you don’t want us to worry about you anymore; therefore, you chose a way to accompany us forever. Still, I miss your morning call and “goodnight”…

5/9 進急診，轉加護。

5/13 第一次心導管，裝了一隻支架。

5/15 轉到普通病房。

5/21 出院回家。

5/24 又進急診，再轉加護。

5/30 第二次心導管，裝了兩隻支架。

6/1 轉到普通病房。

6/7 醫生告訴您這兩天就可出院，但是幾小時後決定再留您幾天。

6/10 再次進入加護。

6/15 我們簽了放棄急救同意書，將您轉到普通病房。

6/29 早上醫生建議我們該回家了，不過後來決定讓您去洗腎。

7/4 在您身上裝了永久性的洗腎導管。

7/8 肺炎。醫生告訴我您應該撐不過這週。

7/15 一如往年，訂了壽桃，幫您過了86歲生日。

7/21 您告訴我「大女人」的笑話，其實您很幽默。

7/24 您開始吵著要回家。

7/27 醫生告訴您再忍耐幾天，下週三就可以出院了。

7/28 早上媽媽在家將您的房間整理好，晚上您就等不及，自己決定回家了。

7/29 我夢到您再次睜開了眼睛。

我知道您肯定是懶得做復健，也知道您不想我們再擔心受怕，所以選擇了一個可以永遠陪伴我們的方式。可是我好想念您早上打電話叫我起床，還有晚上睡前跟我說的「goodnight」…